Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Hostel in Korea

Hello!

this is the second post for my trip to Korea.
and I'll be talking about the hostels that I stayed into when I went to Korea.

I've been into Korea twice, in 2012 and in 2014.
in 2012 I stayed in two different hostels and in 2014 in three different hostels.

so, let's begin!

1. Studio 41st Hostel (2012)
     They provide a studio room, you'll get your own bathroom+toilet, kitchen+simple kitchen appliances, and a washing machine (but I didn't use it so you should ask furthermore about it).
     You'll get a free breakfast every morning, like breads, cheeses, hams, jams, butters, eggs, juices, coffees, and teas.
     There will be a map about the neighbourhood too, like cafes or something like that.
     Studio 41st located in Hongdae, and really near from the subway's exit. Hongdae is full of young-kinda-spirit. Lots of clubs, cafes, street arts, street dances, and street snacks (you should try these!). The popular Hello Kitty Cafe is also located in Hongdae.
     The first time I want to find this hostel, I got lost. Maybe I am bad at following the map so yeah. But the first time you walk out from the subway exit, just turn left, and don't go straight furthermore, cause if you do that, you'll get lost. just like me. haha. but, if you get lost, just make sure you write the hostel's address in a piece of paper and just get a taxi. Most of the taxi in Korea has a GPS so yeah, they will find it eventually.
     I don't recommend this hostel if you really want to sleep in a budget hostel. But if you go with a family or you bring your little kids, I really suggest you to stay in here, because the hostel is so comfy and cozy :)

2. Bibim Guesthouse (2012)
     I think they shut down this guesthouse but I will make a review anyway.
     They were just like the other general guesthouse. You'll get your room without bathroom and kitchen in it. The kitchen was downstair and there were two bathrooms in it. plus, you can use the washing machine for free, they give you the detergent too.
     You'll get a free breakfast every morning, like breads, cheeses, jams, butters, eggs, yakult, juices, coffees, and teas.
     You'll get a survival snack too.
     Bibim Guesthouse was also located in Hongdae, and it was like 5-7 minutes from the subway's exit.
     Bibim Guesthouse was so comfy and cozy too. What I also like about this guesthouse was the host. The host was reaaaaaaalllyy kind. His name is Konda, and I called him Konda oppa. you'll get free ride from the exit for the firstime you wanna go to the hostel, and Konda oppa will show you and explain to you a bit about the neighbourhood.
    They also recommend a BBQ restaurant, only for 7000won per person and you'll get so full. really. and it was so tasty. This BBQ restaurant was for travellers. so it wasn't expensive. and if you don't understand korean, you can just show the paper they(BibimGuesthouse) gave you.
    But yeah I think they didn't operate anymore. I actually really recommend this place if you search for a budget guesthouse.

3. Guesthouse 201 (2014)
     For this guesthouse, they will provide traditional korean bedrooms, there is one room with a private bathroom, but there is no toilet. there are two shared bathrooms and toilets right in front of the rooms. so don't worry. They provide a washing machine and a free detergent but they had no iron back then, cause the Host said she left it in her cousin or somebody's house I forgot lol.
     You'll get a free breakfast every morning, but it was so simple, only breads, one egg per one person, jams, butters, coffees, teas, and juices.
     Guesthouse 201 located in Anguk. Anguk area is surrounded by lots of Hanok, Korean Traditional house, and also surrounded by palaces. it's not like Hongdae that really have a strong youth spirit, Anguk is more a like um, like a peaceful place I should say? and it was really great.
     It was really easy to find this Guesthouse, just don't give up. I think it's about 5-7 minutes from the exit. they will give you a map and how to get there with lots of different public transportations like other guesthouses, and I always choose to use the subway, so after you walk out from the subway exit, you should just go straight. you will go accross a street and if you find GS25 (convenient market) it's like a sign that you already near with the guesthouse. watch out for a wood sign that show you the guesthouse, and it will be on your right, go into a small street and you'll find the guesthouse's door on your left, goodluck!

4. TwinRabbit Hostel (2014)
     I think it's more like an aparment more than a hostel, so you'll get a private room with a kitchen+simple kitchen appliances, bathroom with a toilet, and a washing machine, they also provide an iron and free detergent, just ask the host to get the iron and the detergent for you.
     You'll get a free breakfast every morning, but really simple, just breads, jams, butters, juices, coffees, and teas. There is a small cafe in front of the hostel, owned by Twinrabbit too, and you'll get your breakfast there.
     Twinrabbit hostel also located in Hongdae. and here's a problem. it was kinda far from the subway  exit. you can take a walk for about 10 minutes I should say, but don't worry. there is a bus, right from the exit of the subway. a green bus with number 06 on it. and you can take the bus untill you arrive in front of a school, you get down, walk accross the street, go left a little bit, then you'll find the hostel. I recommend you to go with the bus the first time you want to find this hostel. I imagine you bring your luggages and it is so heavy and you should take a walk for 10 minutes, so if you don't wanna get tired, just take the bus first, it costs 750 won. but the walk was really nice too, eventhough it takes about 10 minutes, the surroundings are really great. you'll find so many restaurants, some of them are cheap and good. and if you want to by ddeok, a rice cake, you can also find it along the street, a meat shop, and a small grocery store if you want to cook something. so it's really convenience.

5. Pobi Guesthouse (2014)
    They provide private rooms (and dorms), but without kitchen. so you can't cook in your room.     There is a living room on the highest floor. I think it is in the 5th floor. and you can get your breakfast there, and cook in the living room i suppose. but I couldn't really give you the information about the breakfast, because I don't eat the breakfast, I left too early in morning to catch my flight. sorry!^^"
     Pobi Guesthouse located in Haeundae, just 5 minutes to the Haeundae Beach from the guesthouse, and about 3 minutes to the Haeundae market. Haeundae is a really good area, I explored it just a bit in the afternoon.
     Pobi Guesthouse is kinda far from the exit. I got lost. and I can't really remember how to get there from the exit if you take a subway. I find it with a taxi, because well, the subway is kinda different than it is in Seoul, kinda confused at first, and it was kinda far too. I think it will take about 10 minutes. it is close from the Haeunde Market, so if you find it, you go to the left side of the street and turn left for the second small street there that has a small conveniencestore in front of it. and you'll find the guesthouse.
     If you want to search for a chinese restaurant, that has jajjangmyeon or jjampong, just ask the host on the 2nd floor and they will give you a recommendation, and it was really near from the guesthouse, I think it's about 2 - 3 minutes. and it was sooooooo tasty. there's a package for 1 Tangsuyuk and 2 jajjangmyeons or 2 jjampongs and it costs 16.000won for jajjangmyeon's package and 18.000won for jjampong's package. but they only speak korean, so yeah, I think you can ask for help from the host, to write things that you need to tell in a piece of paper so you can just show the employee in the restaurant if you can't speak korean.
     And I recommend you to walk along the Haeundae Market. it was so fantastic. so many sea creatures there. and if you already reach the end, walk accross the street, and walk along till the end and you can find Busan Aquarium there.

so yeah, there it is.
and it's just my thing, I don't know if it's a tips or not. I always search the hostels in www.hostelworld.com and I will search for the hostel's website. I think it's more convenient if you ask furthermore about the hostel if they have their own website and an email of a contact person.

see you on another post!

Whitney.

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Ayahku.

Halo!

Sama seperti malam-malam sebelumnya, kantuk tak kunjung datang dan otakkupun mulai berfikir macam-macam.
Karena aku tidak tahu harus menceritakan ini kepada siapa, yah, ada baiknya kutulis di jurnal onlineku.

Malam ini aku berfikir tentang Ayahku. Khususnya adalah bagaimana caranya aku dapaat membahagiakan dirinya, yang sudah berumur lebih dari setengah abad.

Ayahku bukanlah seorang yang sempurna, dia mempunyai banyak sekali kekurangan. Terlebihnya pada mendengarkan nasihat orang lain.
Ada saat dimana aku ingin memarahinya, dan mengutarakan pendapatku. Namun, disaat yang sama pula aku tidak tega melihat raut muka seorang yang kusayang, ketika kubentak atau ketika Ia akan menjadi murka kar'naku.
Tak jarang pula diriku menangis sendiri di kamar, hanya karena aku tidak bisa meluapkan amarahku padanya. Aku tidak bisa, dan tentunya tidak tega.
Tentu, aku ingin Ia menjadi manusia yang lebih baik, dan bisa terus bersamaku, menjagaku selalu seperti bayi kecilnya.
Namun kunjung aku beranjak dewasa aku menyadari bahwa akulah yang harus berubah, dan menerima apa adanya Ia. Karena Ia pun, telah menerimaku apa adanya.
Aku tak menyangka hampir 18 tahun akan kuhabiskan hidupku bersamaNya.
Banyak sekali yang telah Ia lakukan untuk diriku, dan aku tak bisa membayar semua itu.
Pengalaman-pengalaman hidup yang Ia telah ceritakan padaku, apalagi ke-garing-annya ketika Ia bercerita menjadi tanda bahwa ia masih menikmati hidup ini.
Kadang aku sedih, melihat Ia selalu berangkat pagi-pagi, pulang sore, hanya untuk membekali hidup keluarga kami.
Ia pun makan tidak teratur, dan selalu berkata Ia sudah makan ketika aku menawarinya makanan yang Ia belikan untukku.
Dan sekarang, ketika aku menuliskan postingan ini, Ia sedang duduk di ruang tamu, memakan indomie goreng yang mungkin telah Ia lahap sampai habis.
Kadang aku tak habis pikir, bagaimana Ia rela berkorban untukku dan keluarga.
Daripada bekerja dari pagi sampai sore, dan sepertinya menurutku agak membosankan, dia bisa pergi melihat dunia.
Daripada memakan indomie tengah malam begini, Ia bisa memakan makanan sehat atau memakan makanan lezat di restoran terkenal.
Kadang aku sedih, karena apa yang kulihat dari mataku adalah seorang lelaki separuh baya yang gemar menghisap rokok dan bermain dengan handphonenya, tanpa menikmati hidupnya.
Namun, sepertinya setelah kupikir lagi, mungkin seperti itulah Ia menikmati hidupnya ini.
Diriku yang sekarang, sedang berfikir bagaimana caranya agar aku dapat selalu melihatnya tersenyum, terlebih karena diriku.
Aku ingin sekali menjadi alasan Ia mematikan putung rokoknya.
Aku ingin menjadi anak yang dapat membuatnya bangga padaku, terlebih bahagia akan ku.
Diriku yang sekarang sedang berjuang, mungkin baru benar-benar memulai perjuangan untuk melakukan semua itu.
Sepertinya terdengar naif, dan aneh.
Seorang anak yang akan berumur 18 tahun meng-galau-kan Ayahnya jam 3 subuh.
Ya, pikiranku ketika jam-jam segini sangat teramat berbeda dengan diriku ketika matahari masih menyinari jalanan di kota.
Cukup seram, dan kadang aku berfikir tentunya untuk tidur lebih cepat agar aku tidak terjebak dengan fikiran yang membuatku tidak dapat tidur ini.
Ya, aku menulis semua ini, hanya untuk mengutarakan fikiran dan hatiku, agar aku bisa tidur hari ini.

hahahaha. sepertinya aku sudah lega dan sudah dapat tidur,
dan ya, setelah Kau melihat tulisan ini, Kau dapat memprediksi bahwa diriku bukanlah penulis yang dapat berstruktur dengan baik, bahkan tulisanku terlihat acak-acakan, dan mungkin Kau tak dapat mengerti inti-inti dari setiap kata yang ku tulis disini.
Namun tidak apa-apa, aku sudah cukup bersyukur Kau mau membaca tulisanku sampai kalimat ini.

oh,
Ayah, diriku akan selalu mencintaiMu.

Whitney.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

what you possibly needed when you come to Korea

hello! \@.@/

I'm sorry I post this a little bit too late than I expected.

I came back from South Korea on 19th of May.
I did my trip from 8th-19th of May. I got my flight arrived in Busan, cause it was cheaper than the one that arrived in Seoul. we rode KTX from Busan to Seoul and just did the trip like anyone else. I'll post a lot of my experiences in Korea later ;)


so hm. i hope this post will help you a little bit if you get a plan to go to South Korea.
these are probably things that you'll need when you go to South Korea.

1. enough clothes. actually.. minimalize it. it would be much better for you if you look up for a hostel or a guest house that provide the washing machine, detergent, and an iron. it doesn't really matter if you wear on the same clothe just like 2 days before, noone knows you there anyway. and your luggage will be much lighter. so you'll get extra space for another important things.

2. camera. you should take pictures there. take as many as you can. really.

3. umbrella. noone can predict exactly when will the rain fall down. just bring the small one. rather than buy it in South Korea, use your money for another things.

4. passport. bring your passport everywhere you go. don't you leave it at your guest house or hostel. you don't know what will happen to you there. so you should be prepare because passport is like your ID card when you go aboard.

5. water bottle. dispenser in South Korea is really easy to find. if you go into a mall, you'll find it and it's free. water in the restaurants is free too.

6. subway map. you can get this in the airport, and this is an important thing to have. the subway is really convenience. and the first time you see the map, you'll get confused but that's okay. this is a tip, the subway doesn't always show the next station or  your destination. but look for the final station or the furthest station there. they always put it in the board. or maybe the big transit station that get a lot of lines there. like City Hall. they put it there too.

7. bring your own toiletries. minimalize them too. like shampoo or toothpaste. but maybe you don't have to bring your own soap because most of the guesthouse provide it. they also provide a shampoo. but in case it doesn't suit your hair or will damage your hair, you should bring your own shampoo.

8. Phone and sim card. you can change your simcard and buy the new one in the airport, or in GS25, the convenience store. I got mine in GS25 and it costs 30.000won. and I used it for 11 days. and it's easy to use too. but, if your phone is locked by a provider, like if you come from US, you can buy a pocket wifi in the airport.

9. chilli sauce. if you love spicy things, and especially those who come from the Southeast Asia like me, we got sambal right? or when we eat at McDonald, we got the sachet one? we will not get those delicious things in Korea. Chilli is expensive in Korea. we should pay extra like 500won for the sachet one in Lotteria. so if you love sambal, bring them.

10. massage cream. we will use our feet like A LOT. your feet will stiff every night if you don't usually use your feet. so the massage cream will help you a little bit.

11. Language. we will be much appriciated if we can talk their language, even just a bit. not to say generally, but still, some people in Korea are racist. but a lot of people are generous so don't be worry.

12. learn their culture. like hand gesture when you recieve money from others, give money to others use your two hands. and when you give your greeting to someone older than you, you should bow. and still, smile is the best weapon. be nice to other people, and greet them alot.

13. be open minded. you should stick up to their culture as you learn about it because you stay in another country. you got your own law and so do they. at least try to be polite and humble :)

14. be brave. gather up your courage, really. when you're lost and you don't know where to go, you can just ask somebody and they will try to help you. and don't forget to say thank you (:

15. last but not least, a complete itinerary. where do you wanna go, how to get there, how much it will cost you, and how long it will take you. it is important to make it as detail as possible so you wouldn't make a big mistake and waste your time there.

here are the things that I think are important :3

hope it will help you, goodluck!

whitney.

Monday, April 21, 2014

Madness

Hey!

longtimenosee~
I'm really sorry I abandoned you, again. ;_;

I just finished my National Exams and waiting for the result on May 20th.
and I definitely will be going to pass MUAHAHA.

I came back from Surakarta and Yogyakarta yesterday. 4 days 3 nights trip. a short one but yeah, we were having fun. and because of that trip, I made a big decision. really big. and... bad. for other people. and maybe for me? I don't know. this thing scares me. a lot. because I'm gonna hurt the ones that I love, and care about. and even myself don't know this is a right thing to do or not.

I can't tell you yet about it. like the detail of it. because I wanna make it clear first. I want everybody to know, and I wish they understand. It seems like all of you gonna think I'm a bad person. a reaaaaally bad bad person. and I'm sorry. but I couldn't lie about my feelings. I wish things get settle up really soon. and just moving foward to a better living.

bust btw, I will be going to South Korea from May 8th - 19th : D
I will post a lot of pictures and stories, and please pray for me that it's gonna be a fun, and save trip.

see you later,
love,

Whitney.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Garlic Cheese Bread

Hello Bloggers! :3

I finally made something today~

and it was Garlic Cheese Bread. \(^.^)/

I took the recipe from Laura Vitale :3
you definitely should try some of her recipes because they're awesome!

well, it turned out to be.. so-so ;_;
since I didn't have an Italian bread I used Baguette instead of it.
it's just less crispy and salty, but it's still tasty thou :9

and I just took 1 photo when it's done
here it is :3
Garlic Cheese Bread
when I make some of her recipes again, I'll show it to you guys :3

see ya Bloggers! *hugs

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

HELLO!

Hello Bloggers! \@.@/

so sorry I didn't post anything lately. ._.
my husband (a.k.a my laptop) died cause of the over capacity.
I lived without it for couple weeks until I got this new hubby. YAY!

well, everything happened so fast,
I passed the Hell Weeks even the Final Exams that been held so early -_-
I didn't do them really well.
just wishing I can pass all the exams and become a grade 12th student :3

I actually want to continue my study overseas,
but I re-thinked about it and I'll go with my country's univ.
the excellent one thou,  HAHA pray for me k ;;)

even though I already passed the final exams,
that doesn't mean that I can get the holiday.
I still go to school until the 14th of June if I'm not wrong.
and I don't really now what will I do -_-
for this week we do some trainings(?) *I don't know how to call it in english ;_;
the topics are Human Trafficking and Communication Skill.
and after that my school will do a Communication Festival (C-Fest)
and after that I don't know what will I do in school.

maybe some students (including me)
who got bad scores in some subject will do an extra study,
to raise our scores in our report card.
well that's the only possible thing I can think :'''D

heung~
I'm really bored these days,
I don't know what to do.
I want to cook, but I don't know who'll eat with me to finish up the dish.
I want to go to the mall but I don't know who'll go with me,
and I don't really like to waste my own money *sorry I'm stingy ._.

well, let's meet in another time,
maybe I'll do some post with pictures when I cook
I tell you the recipe and something~

see ya really soon bloggers :3

Monday, April 8, 2013

Welcome Hell Week

Hello Bloggers! \@.@/

let's talk in Bahasa~

udah selama 3 minggu ini gua kayak di PHP-in sama sekolah.
jadi ceritanya, sekolah gua ini (sekolah lain juga deh kayaknya) lagi banyak libur.
kemaren yang pas abis kita selesai libur Paskah itu,
terjadilah yang namanya Hell Week Round One.
Tiap hari ada yang namanya ulangan.
pernah sih free hari Jumat, tapi hari Jumat itu gua ada remed, jadi sama aja -,-
nah, sekarang ini mulai hari Rabu - Jumat,
akan terjadi Hell Week Round Two nya nih.

kalo di kelas temen gua besok(Rabu) mereka akan ulangan Ekonomi 2 bab, Fighting!
kalo di kelas gua, hari Rabu itu ulangan Biologi.
ya sebenernya sih nggak apa kalo ulangan doang.
tapi tugas-tugas yang harus diselesein sebelom ulangannya itu loh.
LKS 2 lembar, suru ngegambar bagian-bagian kulit, telinga sama mata,
disuru ngejelasin mekanisme mendengar dan melihat. HAHAHAHAK
sama ada presentasi KWn yang masi absurd.

hari Kamisnya horror.
pelajaran ke 2 itu Fisika, dan itu ulangan.
Bapak guru gua ini nyelesein materi bab yang bakal diulangan-in cuman dengan,
2x45 menit(2xpertemuan) dan yang dia jelaskan adalah penurunan rumusnya.
"bab ini cuman main rumus doang kok~"
di kamus gua, gaada yang namanya main-main sama rumus,
udah cukup. gua nggak temenan sama rumus manapun, dan gua gak mau kenalan.
dia emang ngasih sih latihan soal. bagusnya gua les, kalo nggak bisa keburu mati duluan.
terus sambung pelajaran ke 3 itu Matematika, ya dan itu ulangan juga.
Matematika di SMA gua itu dibagi jadi 2.
di kelas 10 sih dibaginya Trigonometri sama Aljabar.
tapi sekarang sesuka guru yang ngajar. gua nggak paham pembagiannya.
nah yang bakal ulangan ini tentang suku banyak dan gurunya tuh.. hem.
untuk pass diulangan dia adalah suatu mukzijat yang gua harap akan menjadi kenyataan.
diantara otak gua yang belum menemukan jalannya, ato emang susah materinya.
dan biasanya ulangannya kan 60 menit, berati jam istirahat gua,
yang harusnya setelah jam ke 3 akan diundur. *elusperut*

hari Jumatnya ulangan Matematika yang satu lagi.
tentang ah. gua lupa. yang gua inget dari materi ini cuman,
kita bisa bikin pola batik. tentang garis singgung gitu-gitu deh.
kalo kalian juga udah lupa, mending jangan diinget.
ato kalo kalian belomtau, jangan cari tau dulu. biarkan saja.

hari Sabtunya sih harusnya ada yang namanya Vocational Test.
yah sebenernya sih ini lebih cocok buat anak-anak yang masi galau gitu ya.
yang masih absurd sama masa depan mereka, yang belom tau mau jadi apa.
berhubung harganya cukup menguras kantong celana bokap gua,
dan gua udah tau mau jadi apa ketika gua besar nanti*amin*
jadi ya ngapain ngikut lah. cape juga ngikut gituan.
tapi.. gantinya pelajaran Matematika hiks. HIKS

sebenernya, masi ada 3 ulangan yang udah nunggu sih.
Kimia, Bahasa Indonesia, sama KWn. mungkin Sejarah juga?
Kalo Kimia, kelas udah nge lobby Wali Kelas gua,
yang sekaligus guru Kimia buat ngundur ulangannya.
untungnya Wali Kelas gua cukup perhatian dan nyenengin abis,
jadi dia ngerti perasaan kita yea, terus ulangannya dijadiin pas hari Jumat,
abis anak-anak kelas 12 selesai UAN hari Kamisnya.
nah Bahasa Indonesia kali ini ulangannya cukup (tidak) penting (?)
kata tidak baku sama kata serapan. dari A-Z dari KBBI.
belom tau kapan. begitu juga sama KWn.
tapi gua punya feeling paling juga minggu setelah libur UAN,
yang bakal jadi Hell Week Round Three.

ya... liat aja nanti siapa tau Hell Week nya bisa sampe Round ke - 100.
disaat yang bersamaan juga, helai rambut gua tinggal 100. *ini jayus ohok*

doain ya semoga gua dan anak-anak sekolah gua yang laen bisa selamat minggu ini!

see you soon! :3





Saturday, April 6, 2013

what's wrong with the Language Class?

Hey Bloggers :3

I'm back~

heung~ there's a problem with my school's Language Class.
in my country, usually when you're already in the first year of High School,
you have to choose the class you want to take for the second and last year of High School.
and usually, there are 3 optional classes,
there are Social Class, Science Class, and Language Class.
For several years, the Language Class (in my country) hem.. you can say ..
like reduced in number. Because students think that Language Class is not very important.
But there's still a Language Class in my school.
I am in my Second year of High School and I took a Science Class.
and you can say that I took the wrong path.
Actually,
I want to take the Language Class because I want to go to the Tourism Department in univ,
but, back then I was still confused between tourism and biotechnology.
and.. my dad seemed to subtly forcing me to go to the Science Class.
well, I take things too lightly and that's why I'm in Science Class now.
and because of that, all of my hard works from now on till I graduate will be useless.
I struggle everyday for NOTHING.
Who the hell will use Physics and Chemistry when they want to take the Tourism Department?

I have friends from the Language Class,
their class is in trouble now,
because there are only 2 first graders (if I'm not wrong)
who chose to take the Language Class and it is not confirm yet.
our headmaster told them that if the Language Class consists of less than 10 students,
the school will dismiss the Language Class.

Well, I have no rights to force anyone to choose the Language Class.
but you should know that schools offer you options because of your future.
the class that you chose should help you when you're in the university later.
not because of your parents, or your pride,
or you'll make no friends if you take a different class from your close friends.
like if you want to be a Doctor, a Researcher, or somebody who works in a lab you take the Science Class.
or if you want to be an Accountant, a Politician, a Lawyer, or a Businessman, you take the Social Class.
if you want to be a Journalist, a Translator, or sb who works in a Foreign Ministry, you take the Language Class.

and a lot of people say that the Language Class is easy, oh really?
they learn Literature, Anthropology, and other languages than English (ofc they learn English too).
all of the 3 options have their own difficulty.
AND IT'S ALL THE SAME.

what things you can be proud of if you're in a Science Class?
you say that you're smart?
only in science.
do you know many things about Accounting and Sociology? or Literature and Anthropology?
you don't, do you?
it's all the same.
we learn different things, so they can support us in our future.

and if you take the Science Class,
only because you don't know what you want to be,
and to think it's an easy way out,
you better think about it twice or you'll live with remorse for 2 years.

I'm not convincing you to take the Language Class.
if you don't want to, I don't care.
because I believe you knew what you want to be in the future.
and the class that you chose will support you to whom you'll become later.

just let me tell you this once,
DON'T STRUGGLE FOR NOTHING. 

PS: here's a link to make sure you know why language is important. But sorry, the article is in Bahasa.







Monday, April 1, 2013

it hurts.


hey bloggie long time no see huh? 
so sorry for not posting anything lately. 
hum. just let's go straight into the main topic.
my boyfriend and I broke up and I can't forget him.
it's like.. it sucks. so damn fucking sucks. 
I don't know what should I do to make this kind of feelings gone. 
I just. I'm trying, ok? but then I realized, I can't do it. at the first time. 
I thought "it's alright. it will be just fine" but then it's not. 
well, it was just one month and a half I think. 
it's not like it was already one year or something, it's not like we had so much memories together or what. but why I can't forget him? 
being in this kind of relationship with him is also a kind of impossible for me. 
I never thought that I could be with him. 
I admired him, for such a long time. I'm just keep it shut. so noone know. HA. 
I also don't like being in such a long distance relationship. but wth I can do it if it's with him. ofc I missed him. I want to met him. but, even thou it was like that, I still love(d) him. up till now I guess. 
there was a time when we already broke up, he told me, 'I can't be with you' and when I knew that, I thought "this should be the reason I must start to let him go" but it didn't work. 
I asked him what should I do so I can forget you? 
but he replied, "I didn't say you should forget me" that's weird. 
he knows what I feel about him. 
ah! but maybe he doesn't know that I SUFFER from this feeling I have to him. 
It's not fair. he can be happy right now. 
and there is me, who still struggling to find a way to make this feeling stop. 
I don't the fucking know what the heck that I want. 
I don't know what the hell that I'm waiting for. 
I don't know anything that is wrong with my feelings. 
I just want this to stop. I just can't stand this kind of suffering anymore. It hurts me too much. 
 I can still be happy. 
but when I'm alone there's something wrong with me. there's something broken and it's permanent. 
I can forget about the hole in my chest, but it's not going to be disappear. 
and that's the reason why I'm still like this until now.
because I don't know what thing will make that hole disappear.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

there's nothing to be sad about, is it?

Hello bloggers!

so actually, with my stupidity I accidentally deleted this post. >_<
so sorry!

but I'll tell you the things that I wrote in this post.

my boyfriend told me that he didn't know what I am to him anymore.
he didn't sees me as his girlfriend anymore.
at first I think it will be just fine and everything will going to be alright.
because it'll hurt me when I think about it too much.

and when I think about it,
maybe this was also my faults.
I've been hurt too much, then without realizing,
I've built myself walls so nobody can hurts me.
that's why maybe he feels the distance that I made.
I'm afraid.
that I'm going to fall too deep.
because in the end,
it will be me, myself who climb up to the top.
and it's not that easy.

and there's nothing I can do.
it's not like I can force my feelings to him.
it's not like "you MUST love me like I love you"
it's his feeling and I can't control it.

and because it actually my faults,
there's nothing to be sad about, is it?


Tuesday, January 29, 2013

SO SORRRYYYYY

aaa blogspot,
I'm so sorry for abandoning you for so longggg.
dec 2011 and now is at the end of jan 2013.
well it's too late but I just wanna say merry christmas and happy new year first.
may all of your wishes will come true this year.
okaay.. so heung~
there are a lot of things happened to me this past 2 years,
there are too many things I wanna talk to.
 so here's the important part:
1. I took the science class in my second grade of senior high school.
2. I choose to be a tour leader when I grow up.
3. I spent my holiday (17-26 June 2012) in South Korea yoohoo~
4. I watched Big Bang's Concert on Oct 13 2012 cool huh?
5. My grades.. I don't even want to talk about it lol
6. I hm. enjoy my life you can say?
7. I have a boyfriend lol.
it's already like one year and a half since I spent my life without any love life,
and that's amazing ~~~
lemme talk about it a little bit.
so, it's a bit different from before.
he's 2 years older than me so it means that he's a univ student.
he used to be live near my house, but now we're in the different city,
but still in the same island thou, Java.
so we can't meet frequently and I already forgot how to lovey dovey blablabla with a bf.
I forgot. ha. and it makes me afraid to lose him ~~
I don't want to talk about serious things.
because it will turn out to be awkward.
we.. maybe, maybe I'm just a little kid.
Imma spoil kid, and I'm so sorry.
well, just wishing it will stay longer.
I just want this relationship to be fun, and no tears or harm lol.
thank God I still remember this password huh?

seeyou soon!


Sunday, December 25, 2011

FELIZ NAVIDAD EVERYBODY

heyoo. first of all, i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESUS CHRIST, AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY OUTTHERE. God bless you and ur fams :3

well, it's December and it's HOLIDAY SEASON uh'yeah! gonna fly to BALI soon mehehe. kinda good holiday for me this year. yea, went to Bandung, bought many clothes, sorry papa :* hehe. BUT, one thing i don't like about holiday is.. my body. my mouth. got it? GETTING FATTER OHMYGOODDDD. i just can't stop eating.. even i already feel enough my mouth still want to eat. FVCK :" ( diet soon. uhyea.

and.. last topic

IMMA 2PM FREAKYYY. IMMA NEW HOTTEST HELL YEAH WELCOME EVERYBODYESS.
so, ehuem. at 7 December i got that fever. just. can't. stop. thinking. about. 2PM. <3
im soooo depressed knowing Jay left 2PM. so sad. ALLIWANTFORCHRISTMASISJAYBACKTO2PM.
really. nothing better than you for being the leader of 2PM, Jaebeom. oh pink grandpa imissyousomuch! but imgonna support the 6 boys too :3 TAECYEON MY YEOBO HA-HA <3 wish you guys (including leadja) the best ({})

7-1=0 :) see ya guys soon :3
mayb gonna upload sum picts after i go to Bali MUAHAHA. SMOOCH! :*

Monday, November 21, 2011

SEMESTER ONE'S EXAMS!

blog! longtimenosee yaa. so sorry for not post anything before. the school's making me so busy. really. and you know what? we get started the exams waaaay too soon than the other schools do. and it takes 6 days aannnndd i'll be going on day 4. mathematics! trigonometry and algebra. fineee. huft. today were th biology and bahasa. i thought i could make through the biology exam, but i FAILED! really fvckin' FAAAILLEEDD. i do love biology . i hate chemist and physic. really. biology is my only hope to go to the science thingy at grade 11. :" ( and my maths yea. hm. upsidedown(?) idunno. really. and i can't focus on my study rytnow cause it's INDONESIA VS MALINGSIA, SEAGAMESFINAAAAL! Indonesia, go for it! c'mooon. beat that thing! it's ONLY a thing. wud ya pleaaase BEAAAAT IT?! pray for you and me.

well. it's been a while since Rissa stayin in spore. i'm missing her so much. my class too. Rissa got the scholarship from ASEAN, and she accepted it. i'm happy for it thou. you've gotta bestrong in spore! we all pray for you from Indo, yknow. :3 don't forget us even we're only in th same class for 4 months. we don't have such a really outgorgeous moment together. but idunno, ifelt like i lost something really important to me the class felt it too for sure! WISHES EVERYTHING FOR RISSA! :*


ANNND. let's talk bahasa. i wanna chitchat about hem . love thingy.

kan waktu kmaren ada GSM ato kepanjangannya Gonzaga School Meeting. ya semacem lomba2 gitukan. masi inget kebo? dia sekolah di gonz kan. dan gue udah deleted contact bbm dia. gonz closing waktu hari sabtu sampe jam 5 dari jam 12 (kalogasalah) nah abis itu hari jumat gue dateng bareng caca lingling sama nadia buat nonton leo cheers. well yea AWESOME! marilanjutketopik. gue merasa pingin banget ketemu kebo ya. dan gue sempet nyari2 gitu. cuman kata leo dia biasa udah pulang. jadi waktu jumatnya gue minta pin kebo lagi ke leo. alesannya gue gakenak karena udah deleted dia gitu aja karena takut gue 'sakit'. jadi gue add dia gitukan akhirnya. nah malem nya dia chat gue. dia bilang dia mau ngajak gue ke closing gonz kan. gue mau dong. emang gue kagum banget gitu loh sama gonz. betolak belakang sama sekolah gue. disana bebas, anaknya gaul unik2. gue suka berada disana demiapapun. tadinya gue kan mau kesana bareng sama prisca tapi dia gakbisa. sama caca jgua gakbisa. huft banget gak sih ... nah mangka dari itu gue bilangkan sama kebo. kalo lu gakbole ninggalin gue disitu karena gue gakada temen. leo panitia konsumsi dan gue gakbisa bareng dia terus. jadi .. ya gue sama kebo. tapikan gue bingung pulangnya gimana. akhirnya setelah berbelit2 gitu diputuskan gue ikut sama dia naek mobil sepupunya ke melatimas dan gue pulang ke rumah vina*dimelatimasjuga. nah....gue ke gonz NAEKTAKSI. taktiktuktaaak#plak sedih loh? abis itu kan ya gue nyampe sehatwalafiat karena kebengisan AIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSHHHH INDOOOOOOOOOOOO KALLAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH. WHATTHEEEEEFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. huft. finee gue tambah benci. HUUUFFTTFFUUUUUUUUUUUCCCk. oke. lanjut. karena kebengisan supirtaksi yang melaju sangat cepat dan tepat(?) abis itu sampe sana kita cuman bentar disana abis itu ke pejaten village(pevil) karena duunowhattodothere. nonton realsteelkan. nah sepupunya katany dijemput bokapnya jem 5. ehh. jem 4 tan gtu udah dijemputdan kita harusbalik ke gonz. padahal baru nyampe yang anaknya mau lawan zeus itu. ck . 40 rebu gitu tiketnya sayangbanget. dan gue dibayarin, maap keboo. gue baru 2kali dibayarin nonton sama cowo ._. gakmau lagi. cukupsudah#plak. nah didalem bioskop kita bercanda. dan ya gakperlu diomongin. abis itu waktu jalan ke xxi nya dia bilang gini 'waktu itu kenapa lu apus contact bbm gue?' gue ... speechless. yah. sangat speechless. gue cuman bisa senyamsenyum dan bilang 'yaa.. yangpentingkan gue udah add lu lagi' HA-HA-HA. abis itu dia bilang dia udah putus sama pacarnya. terus? so? what? lu mau gue ngapain emang kalo lu udah putus? ... :' ( nanti paling nyambung lagi. yaga? katanya putus nyambung. lagian lu juga gak anggep gue siapa2 yakan? -..- i just don't know why. i can't hate you. you hurt me. you broke my heart. and i just can't hate you. and that is WEIRD. sangat teramat aneh. cukup udah kali ya cukup mangkanya waktu err kalo gue gakegeeran *paslumaumegangtangangue kayaknya(?) maapdahyakalosalah gue gakmau, karena gue takut disakitin sama lu lagi. sebodoh apa gue kalo bisa fall sama lu lagi? yagaksi? tapi. gue gakbenci sama lu. gaktau kenapa bo. -.- you belong with someone else, and i know it. i miss that moment tapi. sumpah guepingin ulang lagi itu harisabtu. beneran. demi apa sih. gue gaktau diri HA-HA.

YAAAAK sudah selesai curhatnyaa. FIGHT FOR TOMORROW UNTIL THURSDAY! WISH ME TONS OF LUCKS! :*

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

sakit?

hem. gue memberanikan diri#eaa buat bilang sayang. gue suka, belom cinta sih. eh, dia cuman bilang makasih :D hah~ abis itu malemnya dia tanya. 'kenapa lu bisa sayang sama gue?' abis gue jawab, dia bilang gini

"KALO GUE SAYANGNYA SAMA ORANG LAIN, DAN SUSAH BUAT SAYANG SAMA LU, LU MASIH SAYANG SAMA GUE?" sakit ga? denger orang yang lu sayang ngomongnya gitu.
gue bilang 'emang sayang perlu balesan?' dia bilang 'ngapain? sakit loh nanti' gue jawab apaa gitu ya, terus kan dia merasa gue belon menjawab gue bakal masih sayang dia apa ngga, gue bilang masih, eh dia malah ngomong 'gile juga ya, hahaha' HAHA. lucu deh kamyu ihh. ga nyadar ya lu udah kayak PHP. sakit tau digituin. dulu lu pake bilang 'sehati'2an segala, '({})'*peluk, apalah yang bikin gue : ( gataulah.

walaupun lu kayak gitu, gue ngga ngerti kenapa gue masih belom bisa lupain lu. gue berusaha bikin hubungan kita kayak dulu lagi, tiap hari bbman, walaupun menurut lu kata2 yang lu tulis buat gue itu gapenting, itu penting loh buat gue. gue kangen bbman sama lu, gue kangen lu tanya balik, dikasi emoticon peluk, yang laen2 juga. cukup deh lu NIAT bbman sama gue. cukuuup banget. tapi lu ngejauh dari gua. :'( gua gamaau :'( gua mau kita tetep temenan kayak apa adanya. gue ngga ngerti lagi gue musti gimana yaampun.

gue harusnya sadar, hati lu bukan buat gua. harusnya gua ikut bahagia kalo lu bahagia sama cewe lu. bukannya malah jadi parasit buat kalian berdua. MAAF.

gini, gue gatakut bilang sayang ke elu, gue cuman takut, lu gasayang balik ke gue, dan itu terjadi.

eh tapi, makasih loh, buat lu, yang giniin gue, dan mantan mantan gue. gue masih sayang sama kalian semua. gua masih mau perduli sama kalian, karena tanpa kalian, gue bukan gua yang sekarang. gue hem.. cukup bangga jadi diri gue yang sekarang*dalem masalah kayak gini* disakitin.. hem lumayan sering, bahagia*dulu* sering juga.. tapi lama lama gue capek. berturut turut 2x ketemu sama PHP, termasuk lu. gue ga ngerti cinta itu apa :S penting banget ya sampe bikin gue kayak gini. tapi satu yang gue tau, heartbreak itu, hem.. rasanya kayak gini. sakit dari sikis sampe fisik. tapi mungkin, pengalaman gue masih gasetara sama orang orang yang ada diluar sana yang pengalamannya jauh lebih nyakitin buat mereka.

well, yeah. just move on. life isn't just about love, is it?

mungkin, gue emang harus lupain lu

Monday, September 26, 2011

moving on

well yea i am trying to move on. for get you yea. mayb i don't want to think about love from now on untill.. my scores good enough in school. know what? thank you for said sorry for me and don't get closer to me anymore. thank you for not being here when i'm thinking about you. that makes me forget you easier than i thought before. uh.hum.. thank you for EP, you're here when i need you. i'm not thinking that you're a replacement from kebo yaa. you're my friend. you make me comfortable when i'm with you. you're a nice person with nice behaviors. i'm happy when you're being you. think for now it's good for just being good friend, although i dunno what will happen next :3 ({}) thankyou. : )

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

mari menggalau :3

jadi heem. whitney lagi galau. ceritanya, 11 hari yang lalu gue dikenalin sama temennya leo. actually, pertama2 leo kayak ngasi foto ada orang ber 5 lagi bediri gitu, ngga close up. nah gue tertarik sama yang kedua dari kiri. sebutlah.. kebo. waktu hari jumat tanggal 26 agustus 2011*kalogasalah gue berenang sama leo sama gisela. karena gue ketemu leo, gue ngebet minta pinnya kebo. abis itu kan leo bilang dong sama dia kal oada yang minta kenalan, dia bilang boleh kan soalnya dia baru putus sama cewenya(?) ya pokoknya disitu kan gue excited banget. gimana deh haha orang emang dari pertama ngeliat poto dia udah seneng. sebelonnya itu gue dikasi tau nama fbnya dia*yea maennya fb :3 abis itu gue check2 foto2nya. B) anaknya kayaknya seru. dan itu bener. dia seru banget diajak bbman. udah sekitar beberapa hari gitu, dia bilang kalo dia katanya lumayan suka sama gue. gimana gue ngga nge fly? ketemu belon, cuma dari chat dia bilang dia lumayan suka gue. gue mah emang uda lumayan suka dari pertama kali ga usa ditanya. nah tapi abis itu gue mulai menulis status yang galau2. absi itu ada 1 status yang dia nanya, itu buat siapa? gue bilang dong. itu buat elu. eh dia bilang jangan gitulah, lo kan belon terlalu kenal sama gue. terus mulai dari situ, dia berubah. dia punya hobi yang bisa bikin gue ... apa ya. histeris(?) gue ga bisa liat orang maen gitar, kalo ngeliat uda kayak wooww *cengo* gitu. eh, dia bisa maen gitar. gue suka ngeliat orang dance, eh... dia bisa windmill. gue suka ngeliat orang maen basket. ebuset dia bisa pula. gue suka lagu classic, eh.. dia uda belajar piano 8 taon. gimana berasa ga pengen ngelepas orang itu? ya sih emang gue egois. tapi kalo gue uda suka sama satu orang pasti gamau liat yang lain. hah~ waktu hari jumat depannya seminggu setelah kita kenalan, harusnya kita jalan bareng ke sms buat nonton kungfu panda. tapi dia bilang dia gabisa, soalnya ada acara keluarga. nah gue kan baru bbman sama koko gue, itu sebenernya seangkatan waktu sd, cuma dia jadi kko angkat gue. kko gue bilang, mau ketemuan gak? terus ya gue bilang boleh kan sekalian nonton kungfu panda, soalnya ngebet banget =3= pengen nonton ituh. terus kko gue bilang, mau ngajak siapa lagi? kan gue bilang dong, wepe. nah tapi kita bedua sama-sama gapunya pulsa dan. gue yang pasti gapunya nomor wepe. AH. wepemah rese. wkwk. okay, lanjut. ehternyata oh ternyata*lebay acara keluarga kebo adalah... nonton kungfu panda di sms HAHA. : D kita se studio. gue di A dia di E. kita bbman kan, dia bilng dia mau angkat tangannya. itukan pelem uda mule, studionya kan gelap. jadi gue tuh ga keliatan.. rebet dah gue bingung dia yang manah. absi itu pas uda selese AKHIRNYA GUE KETEMU KEBO YEEEY. cuman bentar. gue .. err.. malu2. err. abis seneng banget sih. tapi itu cuman bentaaaar banget. banget. banget. eh mana dia pake bilang kko gue itu pacar gue. padahal gue itu waktu lagi nongkrong di wendys sama kko gue, gue bilang itu gebetan gue sekarang. dan kko gue ngedukungg :") hah~ tapi abis itu yah.. mungkin gue berlebihan. ato mungkin, pasti berlebihan. hari senen kemaren tanggal 5, kebo masuk sekolah, sebelomnya gue udah bilang leo, le, tanyain kebo dong gue jadinya gimana. ternyata skitar jam 5 sorean, leo bbm gue, dia bilang. "whit. dia ngga gue tanya udah ngomong langsung. dia bilang DIA GABISA SAMA LOE. DIA BILANG SORRY KE LOE. TAPI DIA NGGA NGASI ALESAN YANG JELAS" gitu. ......... ha. ha. ha. sebelonnya ada temen jemputan gue yang se smp sama kebo. dan emang katanya kebo itu mantannya cantik-cantik. gue langsung kecil ati. dan katnaya sama mantannya yang terakhir ini emang putus nyambung. tambah ciut hati gue. yah. gimana dong. temen jemputan gue ngeliat chat gue sama kebo aja(yang gue screengrab soalnya chatnya bikin gue melting or yang bikin gue sedih) bilang, gila. ternyata loe udah sedeket ini sama dia. gila gue down banget. banget. gue pikir gue bisa lupain dia kalo udah masuk sekolah. gue pikir, gue bisa segalau ini karena gue gapunya kerjaan lain dirumah selaen ngeberesin rumah sama peer2 gue. tapi ternyata ngga. disekolah gue jadi ga fokus dan tambah diem. muka mau senyum aja susah bener. berat badan gue naek 2 kg haduh lebe bener ane. tapi itu beneran, gimana coba. capedah. hadeh. yasuda. gue akan mencoba. lupain dia. move on itu susah dilakuin walopun gampang lu omongin. lu bisa seenak jidat bilang sama temen lu yang lagi broken heart, "udaaah, masi banyak tau cowo laen yang pantes dapetin lu, move on, jangan terpuruk gitu dong" hem. udah biasa banget. gue tau masi banyak cowo yang lebih baik dari dia. tapikan semakin lu nyari yang terbaik buat diri lu, tanpa tau cinta sejati udah ngehampirin lu dari kapan tau, lu mana tau kan? sebisa mugkin lu harus bertahan setia sama 1 orangkan? dia masih 'matter" buat gue. gue masih hold on padahal dibilang suruh move on. sakit loh. banget. kebanyakan malah sakitnya. tapi kenapa gue musti terus nyakitin diri gue sendiri? haduh~ GUE NGGAPAPA. katanya leo dan temen jemputan gue yang se smp sama kebo sih, mereka bilang kayaknya kebo masi sayang sama mantannya. yasuda.. kebo, semoga lu sama mantan lu bisa balikan lagi. selama mungkin. atau, semoga lu bisa pacaran dan engga kesepian, semoga lu bisa nyari pacar yang baik, yang bisa bertahan lama sama lu. gue sayang lu. :3 thanks udah bikin 11 hari gue menjadi hari yang lebih berwarna*aseek 11 hari yang ngga mungkin deh kayak nya gue lupain. sorry gue ngapus lu dari contact bbm gue. soalnya gue takut nanti gue tambah sakit kalo lu bikin status2 buat mantan lu atau orang yang lu suka saat itu. maaf kalo gue berlebihan. maaf kalo gue bikin lu bete. maafbanget. gue ngga maksud gitu. gue cuma gamau kehilangan lu sebagai temen ato gebetan gue. just. SORRY. :') btw, voicenote lu yang lagu depapepe yang start, itu lagu depapepe pertama yang pernah gue denger. kalo gue denger lagu itu jadi keinget lu mulu D": i'll try to let you go. i'll show you i'll be alright without you. and i promise you, i would never forget you. and i'll always pray for your happiness.
THANKS KEBO ({})

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

blogger mau ditutup?

blog mau ditutup? kenapa? katanya harus punya google account. zzz. males buatnya yaampun. itu GAPENTING. huff. kalo ga ada blog whitney nulisnya dimana dong? huwe. pokoknya ga boleh ditutup, lalala.

oh, btw,

kemaren whitney diajak ke jpg sama shinta, shinta diajak sama temen lesnya namanya leo, leo diajak temennya lagi haha, jpg itu tempat ngetrack speda. well, SEBENERNYA itu sama sekali ga mirip tempat buat ngetrack tapi mirip hutan rimba yang udah dikasi jalan*bukan jalan beraspal ato batubata yaa, tanah doang gitu*. whitney sama shinta dijemput leo dirumah shinta abis itu ke stema buat ketemuan dulu, biar bareng2 ke jpg nya. pertamanya yak, gua pikir jpg itu tuh yang ada di picture kayak misalnya, 100295.jpg, nah biasanya kan gitukan yah? haha. gua cape,damai, peace, mana speda shinta yang gue naekin stangnya bengkok*susahdijelaskan* untung ada temennya leo yang ngebantuin biar bener lagi.abis itu, kan temen2 leo yang lain ngeliat gigi speda gua, gua kan kaga tau noh, gua pilih yang gigi 3, kata mereka itu yang berat,*yah, memang berat sih*haha. gua kan kaga taaauu huu. duh yaollo whitney SAMASEKALI ga kenal sama temen2nya leo, leo juga kenal2 doang kaga pernah ngomong langsung. kita jalan sampe track ke 2 yang namanya mangkok ato apalah itu namanya whitney ga tau. waktu anak laen pada ngetrack gua sama shinta cuma nungguin doang*HAHA well, gua ga mau mati ye. terus SOL SEPATU SAYA LEPAS 1. -____- pathetic. gara2 uda lepas 1 ya gua lepas aja yang 1 nya lagi. terus waktu ada jalan licin gitu, *LUMPUR SIALAN UOUO* gua berasa kayak maen iceskating. demi dah. kaga bisa jalan. untung ada temennya leo yang narik gua*HAHA. maapkan saya teman ato siapalah namanya, karena saya seberat 50 karung beras. abis itu udah ditarik, tetep ga bisa jalan soalnya MASIH SEDIKIT NANJAK DAN LICIN, SAYA DITARIK LAGI HAHA. maapkan saya juga temans. disitu shinta jatoh soalnya solspatunya licin. :D itu demi dah disitu udah kayak mau ngasi nyawa. disitu juga gua MANDI LUMPUR UYEE (Y) sangat kotor. mana whitneykan udah jarang olahraga. BERASA MAU MATI OI. shinta jatoh sekali SOALNYA DIA NEKAT BERASA PUNYA NYAWA 9 HAHAHA. waktu turunan letter s, shinta sama gua udah dibilangin, 'KALO GA BISA, SPEDANYA DITUNTUN AJA, PEGANGNYA REM BLAKANG YA'. gitu, nah, guakan tidak mau membuang nyawa, jadi gua tuntun tu sepeda. haha. shinta mah, nekat oi. huff, untungnya temen2nya leo pada expert, DAN ANEHNYA, cuma gua sama shinta yang paling kotor. huf, maklum lah saya pemula, HAHA. sepedaan dari jam 3, nyampe rumah shinta kalo ga salah jam 6 kurang. phew!. terus gobloknya, waktu itu gua yang pertama kali turunan gua ga mau naikin tuh sepeda dan maunya gua tuntun, gua dibilangin sama temennya leo yang dibelakang gua, 'kalo mau dituntun spedanya remnya rem yang blakang ya' lah, gua bingungkan pertamanya rem blakang yang mana, mana gua ga tau kanan sama kiri*kadangkadang* abis itu kan gua nanya shinta yang juga dibelakang gua, 'shin, rem blakang yang sebelah mana?' eeh, temennya leo yang 1 lagi yang juga dibelakang gua bilang gini 'hayo yang mana rem blakangnyaa?' zzz. mampus ane. serasa anak umur 1 taon. untungnya temen leo yang pertama nyuruh gua suru nge rem yang rem blakang ngasi tau, HAHA. mukanya mirip ncek2 oi ;p maapkan saya. :D tapi seru yah, pengen lagi. tapi ga enak sama temen2nya leo. pada ngebantuin semua. ckck. THANKS yang udah ngebantuin whitney sama shinta. haha.



byebye bloggie :* SMOOCH!

Thursday, May 12, 2011

harus ada pemeriksaan jiwa keliling

kalo ada pasti gua masuk yang sakit jiwa tingkat rendah. hah bloggie pusing nih. hiks. whitney gila.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

semua cowo kalo ga bajingan, ya pasti GAY. (at least tetep ada yang ganteng)

contoh orang ganteng, sumpah demi apapun:
1. TOSHIROU HITSUGAYA
2. taylor lautner
3. kim hyun joong
4. devon bostick
5. mario maurer
6. matthew gray gubler
7. ROBERT ROLDAN
8. sebastian (kuroshitsuji)
9. blaine yang di glee
10. stemi
*bukan berati yang no 1 paling ganteng(gapakerate)

contoh cowo yang padahal aneh tapi dibilang ganteng:
JUSTIN BIEBER AND ROBERT PATTINSON
*sorry for anyone who love those guys, i'm just saying : p

justin bieber mukanya mirip alien sumpah demi apapun -___-
robpatt jarang keramas deket2 dia asma gua kalo ga paling fatal mati euuh.

terus banyak cowo ganteng tapi gay, yah, kebuktikan?
JOMBLOISTHEBEST uhyea,
walopun sebenernya gua kangen dipeluk. OHMAN.

byebye bloggie, semuchies :*

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

bloggie

bloggie, i miss yoou.

mau curhat uh yea! *setelah sekian lama*
heem, apa yaa. gila banyak banget yang udah terjadi eaa.

national exams dulu dah. eh gila ya buset itu bahasa indonesia gua kaga bisaa. ya walopun kayaknya tetep lulus paling dapet 7. MENYEDIHKAN D': hahaha.
terus,
i'm not okaay! gua nutup perasaan gua sendiri duh duh duh. gimana nih. bayangin dah gua nonton film, ngakak2 padahal sebenernya gua sedih dia ngga bales chat gua. makanya gua ngga suka sayang sama orang lain soalnya gua ngga kuat nerima konsekuensinya. liat aja kan gua sensi banget mana ada yang tahan. lagian juga gua ngga mungkin ngeraung-raung minta di peratiin mulu. hah~ mungkin alesannya kalo elo ditanya udah punya pacar apa belom dan elo jawab udah, DAN dia tiba2 ninggalin lo gitu aja, ITU KARENA DIA UDAH CAPE SAYANG SAMA ORANG YANG PEDULI AJA NGGA SAMA DIA, APALAGI PAKE SAYANG.
heem,
gua jadi jomblo aja lah seumur idup. males punya pacar uh yea! jadi biarawati enak :3.
theeennn,
gua mau bilang makasih sama orang2 yang udah perna jadi koko angkat gua. makasi udah mau manja2in gua. makasi udah bisa peduli sama gua. thanks for anything : ) hidup gua jadi lebih bewarna gara2 elo semua :D
laassttt,
apa ya gua jadi lupaa, engg. tau dah lupa. -________________-so freak. blog makasi udah bisa sedikit ngeringanin rasa sedih gua :* SMOOCHIES.