Hello bloggers!
so actually, with my stupidity I accidentally deleted this post. >_<
so sorry!
but I'll tell you the things that I wrote in this post.
my boyfriend told me that he didn't know what I am to him anymore.
he didn't sees me as his girlfriend anymore.
at first I think it will be just fine and everything will going to be alright.
because it'll hurt me when I think about it too much.
and when I think about it,
maybe this was also my faults.
I've been hurt too much, then without realizing,
I've built myself walls so nobody can hurts me.
that's why maybe he feels the distance that I made.
I'm afraid.
that I'm going to fall too deep.
because in the end,
it will be me, myself who climb up to the top.
and it's not that easy.
and there's nothing I can do.
it's not like I can force my feelings to him.
it's not like "you MUST love me like I love you"
it's his feeling and I can't control it.
and because it actually my faults,
there's nothing to be sad about, is it?
